Forever Remember -

2014 -
An emotional years.
I dunno  what i gonna write down after this but i wish to write something about her -
Something that bring up the memory with you.
Pen Chow's Mom.

Full of regret for not well plan.
Full of regret for not doing everything well.
And full of sorry for can't be with you and take care of you.

I not sure i can be the one to take care of you when you are old.
But i know Pen chow do.
I would like to thank you for bring pen chow to me and take care of me.
selfish me still would like to separate pen chow time between you and me.
I really regret for not spend enough time with you.

I though we are really far .. i even though that i not like you
but till i lost you i just know we actually very close.
Close like half of my mother.
I do feel very sad and not comfortable for your absent.
I like the way you being so kind and all the jokes.
I like the way to see you so worry pen chow looks .


I really miss the time we spend in kitchen.

Still remember  the time we build up the sewer pipe.
And i told myself i would like to get a new house for you
Buy you all the machines and let you enjoy the new dinning table as you wish.

But everything seem too late.
We still failed to get you a new home.

Your leaving do make us grow.

I promise to be good not only to pen chow , but pen chow siblings and so my Family.

We will take care of Pen chow.

I do miss you , forever in my heart.

Thank you Pen chow mom for everything

I will cherish the memory.

Rest in peace . Pray.

A superb trip to Bangkok

The first time, I head to Thailand.
A powerful city and the city that full of respect.

Bangkok international airport just like Singapore airport.
Maybe is an early flight, i am damn tired and not really noticed how the decoration.
Just i did "awake" a while and check am i still at Singapore Terminal 1 or I really in Bangkok. (sign)


"Sawade cup" ...
That the only words i use most instead of "kap kum kap"...

Done my custom check in , head to my Mercedes benz TAXI.
 The hotel is very great, sorry 
i spend most of my time in hotel. 
I had my breakfast, lunch and dinner in hotel till i complain to the person in-charge
"Nothing new?"


Bangkok is a very challenge place.
I just can state.
If you wish to forget a person who did hurt you badly
Try Bangkok.

Where no common language.
Even you have to draw out where the location and ask people on side.
The nervous really make you think out the box.
Even make you stronger and wonder how silly can a past tight yourself up for so long.

I take a long ride using MRT.
Together with Pen Chow, we walk through many places.
We did almost end up of fight because of the late night taxi.
But we able to manage each of anger.
(middle finger to you :p)

This trip is not plan and is rush trip.
But i pretty sure this trip gonna be our most memorable one.

Thanks you Pen Chow.

Job Interview

Can you imagine Seok Mi heading to job interview?

God damn !
Usually, i did make joke to them and ask them to relax.
Now i know, is really stress.

Instead on stress, i prefer - i just wish to try my very own best for this.

Almost 2 days I had been talk to myself.
In toilet, MRT, while walking...even doing big business..


The moment step in the lift, i am sweat .

God like... I really like heading for final exam..

Back to interview scene..
There are 5 of them.
Once you step in the room.
They welcome you "si beh" friendly.
"Hello , tracy..."

Did i smile to them?
I forget already..
but i know i did get shock.
From technical till family ....
I start relax and my hand did able to move ..

Hmm..
still the same, if you did prepare
You will act normal
i mean ...at list you able to joke with them and forget i'm should serious.


Should really serious?
For me ,
If you able to make the situation relax is much more better than make it serious and tense yourself up.

Focus and did the best .

Sure you see the result.

Pray with me .
Wish me luck.

The reason i leave -
I wish for better future.
The more i study, the more i felt I'm stupid.
Difference living style is require different effort..

I want shout out today : " WHEN CAN I GET MY RESULT?"

年紀愈大

年紀愈大，討厭的人愈少！
以前看誰都不順眼,總可以說幾句壞話，
現在看誰都覺得有他的原因在，
發現討厭人好累，
愛討厭人的人也挺讓人厭煩的！

Seok Mi aka Tracy Saving Little Cactus

Oh my god,
my cactus had been declare died on 19.05.2012
i did my best to save the two baby ( the ear of the cactus )
Hope still hope..

they leave on 25.05.12

Rest in peace my dear cactus.

You do cheer me in office :)

thank you

Am i grow a bit ?

Living in consider "good" family background somehow is kinda stress.
We complete.
Sometime , we do know each of us having the living style
just .....
perhaps that "kia su"

Suit to me this city of "kia su"..
meeting relatives they will just ask
"hey girl, when you finish your master or doc"
i just answered...

i just ...a degree student with the course that you guy dont ever bother about.

Should i further my study?

Look forward....

but all the loan....
plus my salary...

i not affordable..

Wonder ...

Love Korean Food

When come to lots of plate on the table 

Definitively.. 

\*.*/ Korean Food

BBQ till Kim Chi Soup..

Sure more than 10 mini tiny plates on the table 

Not as fancy as Japan FOod

But i like korean dining style

Fast Clean and Clear 

Not like Chinese..

A long last 'Yam Seng' till 3 minutes..

( This make me recall back the early 6am alarm) 

Our Korean Food Last Weekends 

I liked !